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Ashley Insomnia

by Gliss Disc

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Too far behind already Seems time is up I'm stretched to breaking point I've had enough I need you on my side Don't wanna just get by I know that we can thrive And all we need is... wait. They only want their guilt assuaged Wired bars on a gilded cage Power, beauty, money, fame The machine's rebuilt to run on rage Don't you know you were born for this? Hook the pipes into your wrists Nothing but efficiency A woman of tensegrity They tell you you're pathetic But why would you want to follow their metric There's nothing in it for you So tell me what you really want to do (Wait, wait, can we slow down?) Ohhhhh, welcome to the circus You'll be powerless and you'll bloody well like it My gut tells me I have to fix everything But I'm just one person Up against trillions of dollars BURNED TO THE GROUND TURN IT UP LOUD NOW YOU'RE NOTHING MORE THAN A FACE IN THE CROWD TRUST WHAT YOU KNOW NOT WHAT YOU HEARD IF THE COPS STOP YOU DON'T SAY A WORD COMBAT BOOTS PLASTIC AND STEEL CAUGHT BETWEEN SKINHEADS AND RIOT SHIELDS BLOOD IN THE GUTTER KETTLED AND SMOTHERED IF I GET CAUGHT THEN DON'T TELL THE OTHERS You're terrified of the future I'm terrified of now You're telling me that it gets better, I don't see it Torn apart by the downward spiral Love is dead and pain goes viral Nobody's got anything left standing to believe in (You thought you could change the world? Come on, be realistic…)
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I’ll stay behind again I’ll stay behind again I’ll stay behind again And again and again and again I’ll stay behind again I’ll stay behind again I’ll stay behind again And again and again and again Then I see the world has passed me by Time on my own Escape the crowds Yeah I think I’m better off alone I can’t do it I can’t do it I can’t do it anymore I can’t be there I can’t be there I can’t be there anymore I can’t do it I can’t do it I can’t do it anymore I can’t be there I can’t be there I can’t be there anymore Everything Go away I can’t deal with it today The pandemic let me rest But oh, I’m still depressed, oh no Everything you’re gonna say I’ve already heard it in some way Hikikomori and more and more And more drilled into my brain I want to make connections I’m not your pity case I’ve been attacked too many times So I shut myself away Imagination Transverse inspiration A place for me That remains as yet unseen
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Waiting for the fireworks That’s just how the night was People choke the road There’s signs you should’ve known It doesn’t happen much regardless Falling off the table Legs were all unstable You say “no-one saw that” But everybody saw it There’s cameras there and passers-by Tryna look like they're ignoring Got some time to ourselves Got a moment to rest It’s been a pretty good day What do you want to do next? Walking down Marine Parade Blueberry Yuzu Lemonade Higher up than the sun in the sky Grabbing that glimpse of the opposite side (ohhhh) Let's spend all our money I'm flat broke so I find that funny Crushed paper straw inbetween my teeth Parking is out 'til we finally leave (CHORUS) Spin your wheel Try your hand Act like you Had this planned Tear me up Grind me down Twist my arm Once more round
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UV 03:11
In the tunnel of LEDs The cool of the night I see your reflection Bathed in the se-ku-enced light I need forever After years of never again I would be open If you asked to be more than a friend The room lights up When I see you Hold on to me and never let me go The room lights up In UV blue The world fades out to you alone I want you to trust me As much as I do for you I want to be there When you break down in my arms I wish we could stay in this very place Until we both got sick of it But that's the thing about a moment It's only special cause it's over
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The Gone 02:22
This is what I think about when I can't sleep All the people I outlived, do I deserve it? Trying to block out the standby light TV I'm still here instead of you, I don't feel worthy Me and my insomnia are so familiar that we're on a first name basis She is my tormentor and she visits me from most unexpected places I wanna do you proud But I just drag myself back down Too many thoughts in the quiet Need something strong to block them all out I've nobody to build a good world with Where can I grow if I squirm in my own skin Me and my insomnia are so familiar that we're on a first name basis She is my tormentor and she visits me from most unexpected places I see ghosts sometimes They tell me kids these days Everybody wants to be famous Subject shall remain nameless He can't get what I mean Won't even try and see My side? Those days were frightening Compile the list of sightings (Better than I do)
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And maybe the chaos is done It's always there hanging over Not news to me or anyone Enough when quiet returns No, you're right Reply would take all day No, you're right Relief to finally be leaving I should go, go, go
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Real, Bleach 04:48
- Real - Daylight opens the sand Emulate fear to hand Aspirated expire Discover the greenfly Blackout geode Decipher the codes Credit limit Growing with him Can’t remember my name Can’t remember the last time I said Anything that you could be in See you on the other side See you at another site See you in another lifelike - Bleach - Blacken my teeth Blacken my eyes Blacken my soul Bloody my knife I hope you come away Thinking up the better way to be You could be what the world needs What the world needs PENT UP! FRESH BLOOD! RAGE ROOM! GOD WOUND! BREAK DOWN! FREAK OUT! SCREAM OUT! OUT!

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TAPE 1
(26:57)
✨pop songs about depression, abandonment and death✨

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released February 25, 2024

Gliss Disc is Christian Fairhall-Smith
Recorded partly at Pirate Studios, Norwich

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